having a really bad day today, miss Eve so much it physically hurts. need to keep going for my beautiful grand children and try to do things with them that they used to do with their lovely mummy, yesterday me and Phoebe baked a salt dough teddy and some buns while little Leo had his morning sleep oblivious to his loss, bless him !! I know she is somewhere watching over us all wish i could just see her !! xxxxxlove you Eve xxxx mum